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August 22, 2017

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KathleenAugust 17, 2017

We have been told to avoid that which hurts us spiritually. Sometimes we are not experienced enough to withstand the psychic blows and we are injured physically also (in our brains). Im so ever grateful to the great L Tom Perry, who along with a beloved Bishop, one of his very good friends, told me the story of the Savior's Catcher's Mitt. Having been abused at BYU, largely through the hand of an inexperienced Bishop, (not a bad Bishop, just inexperienced, I was seriously injury which I did not have before, but have had to deal with ever since....a lifelong brain injury...and a deep and almost fatal wounding to my Spirit) Elder Perry looked deeply into my soul with the aid of Heavenly Father who knows all things and told me the truth of the situation and about me. He also stood up from his desk and slammed his hand down on its top and said "They damned well should have known better!" The explicative, so to speak, shocked me and at the same time showed me that Heavenly Father was infuriated at the injustice, the pain and change to my brain, and all of the rest. showed me beyond any doubt that Heavenly Father Himself knew me. The thing about abuse is that it sometimes changes the way you see yourself and how you respond to the world in a very negative way, an untruthful way. When it hurts your spirit you can be sure you are also injured in the physical...and sometimes this is a permanent injury. But about leaders who do dumb or bad things; how to respond was taught to me by Elder Vaughn J Featherstone when he was filing in as a Mission President in our Mission area---it was the story in his life where a Bishop said and did some terrible things to his son, wife and himself in their local Ward. They prayed together as a family and decided to support the Bishop and respect the office of Bishop. They returned disrespect with complete respect and loyalty. Very soon after this new Bishop was released for personal misconduct and Elder Featherstone was called to be a Seventy....he told me this had been a test for he and his family. Sometimes victims feel alone in carrying the burden as well as alone in dealing with the long-term effects of the abuse. it wasnt until I figured out how to allow the Savior to str.ngthen me daily---He literally carries the burden so I can rest enough to get through a day---He has not healed the injury to my brain, which in a blessing I was told...this is to stand as judgement against some stupid and unfeeling people :)

BrendaAugust 16, 2017

Thank you Darla . . . it is about time. Your supportive and loving friend,

KarenAugust 11, 2017

I also have questions about how to handle spiritual abuse when it comes from Church leaders, usually bishops. I have experienced that several times in my life. I was trained to be respectful to people in authority, but these men went way over the line. What do others do?

JaniceAugust 11, 2017

Very concerned by the comment by Rick. Why would it be a weapon to be used against someone's priesthood leaders if the leaders really are guilty of abuse and the abused member is calling them out on it? I had to tell off one of my former bishops, who was not even in the ward anymore, when he decided to publicly try to shame me for not working for a time. I was supporting myself and had asked for nothing from anyone. But he knew best and he was going to publicly lecture me, at church, no less, because he felt it his place. This despite the fact his wife had not held a job for over 40 years but felt it was her duty to publicly berate any ward member who was between jobs! This was also the bishop who inappropriately shared things told in confidence during interviews with his wife and then she would loudly and publicly greet the person the next week in the foyer with what she had decided was correct. Yes, several ward members privately spoke with both the bishop and the stake president about this. Nothing was done. My experience has been that nothing is ever done when the abuse is by a priesthood leader.

RickAugust 10, 2017

I have serious misgivings with this article - and more specifically the very concept of "Spiritual abuse." All of the situations described here to demonstrate spiritual abuse are clear cases of emotional abuse. The fact that someone uses false doctrine or authority doesn't change it from emotional abuse. There is a great danger in using a phrase such as spiritual abuse. First off, it's not really accurate. It suggests that someone is using spirituality to abuse someone, which is not possible. Secondly, it's dangerous to the Gospel. In this world that is increasingly anti-religion, it feeds into the notion that religion is used to manipulate and abuse people. Even in the comments I note some preparing to use the phrase as a weapon against their priesthood leadership.

Katherine MarshAugust 10, 2017

Wow. Just wow. I was spiritually abused, and did the same to my children. One goes to church or no treats or tv or bike riding for the week. You want breakfast, be up for prayers and scriptures. Be home for prayers at nine pm or face consequences. Choose to take a non member friend to the movies instead of a church activity, be grounded for a week and ridiculed for weeks....suuuure you can make wise decisions.....what I experienced and what I imposed on my kids. Just good parenting. I thought, but with a niggling voice in my heart but what about agency? What about love and long suffering. And peace.

Kathy WelchAugust 10, 2017

My kids now adults are not active because of spiritual abuse. I was made to feel that if my children didn't attend or fast or pray correctly I was evil My parental rights were questioned I know physical abuse and shaming occurred I still pray for my adult children and wonder if this is covered by the atonement

Guilty mom of 7August 10, 2017

JMHO: Looking back on raising 7 kids LDS, my hard-learned, most important advice to other parents would be this: the RELATIONSHIPS we have with our kids are way more important than their LIFE CHOICES or what is "right" or "wrong". If your kids know you love them unconditionally, no matter what, you are more likely to cement a mutual respect which includes doing things that make each other feel loved and respected, like honoring traditions or honoring family expectations or honoring free agency (hardest thing I've experienced to date). Sadly, there is no "How To" book on how to be the perfect parent. We're human. We all learn as we go. We all make mistakes. I've made a lot of them over time. I apologize to my kids when I'm wrong and they (now) do the same for me. Even Heavenly Father respected one of His son's free agency, so take comfort in the fact that God knows we are trying, and with His guidance (a lot of prayer) we can do a little bit better every day to raise His sons and daughters.

LaurieAugust 9, 2017

Thank you for this. ...i unfortunately experienced spiritual abuse from a stake president. .this shook the core of many... i still believe in my heart this is the Church that is true, though I went away.

HelenAugust 9, 2017

I found this article eye-opening and can see that with my own children I have been a bit guilty of spiritual abuse because I panic when it seems like they are going off course. I am always trying to improve the way I teach the gospel. My question is, when do you correct and how? Alma did correct Corianton, and Lehi spoke to Lamen and Lemuel. I mean, we still have the responsibility to cry repentance and to teach what is right. I love my family so much and want them to feel the Spirit so that they can find true happiness through living the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Remorse and Godly sorrow are important in the repentance process. I feel like I am treading a fine line. Thanks for this information and the thoughts is has provoked.

camAugust 9, 2017

I attended a YSA ward and the Bishop was abusive. He manipulated and guilt tripped people into dating, marriages, missions and it backfired. When it all came crashing down, there was a suicide, divorces, early return missionaries, lots of inactivity and one marriage that needs to end. He wanted to be stake president and he figured the more people are doing things the more impressed the other local leaders would be, well, his plan crashed and burned. I was the EQ President at the time and the pressure was unreal to do things just so he could be stake president, according to his wife.

SharenAugust 9, 2017

My husband and I enjoy reading your articles. I posted this one on my FaceBook page, not something I usually do because the majority of my FB friends are not LDS and I am very selective. A woman I know only from a preparedness presentation, shared it on her page with a comment about how she has had to deal with spiritual abuse here in the Bible Belt, and many of her friends commented with similar observation. I am writing this to let you know how many people have been encouraged and helped by you observations. Not only Meridian readers. We all require more love and understanding and less judgement. Thank you

GuiltyAugust 8, 2017

So... with that being said, where's the "How-to" book on how to parent your children the right way, without Spiritual Abuse, or wothout any other forms of abuse? People, like myself, who grew up with any and all forms of abuse, need a model to be able to follow with lots of examples. Here I was thinking I was doing better than my parents, only to find that I'm the crappy parent who is spiritually abusing my children and I didn't even realize it! It's easy to say "don't do (this)", but seriously- where is the How-to book for what we should DO, and how to do it?

just meAugust 8, 2017

Some valid points were brought up. However, the implication that spiritual abuse without other forms of abuse is more mild is inaccurate and hurtful.

KaraAugust 8, 2017

I have not been a victim of abuse of any kind, but I can identify with the section on self abuse. I am not sure I would title it that way, but it was eye opening to me. I think it goes right along with the talk Do Not Despair by Ezra Taft Benson. Satan is literally trying to overwhelm the saints with despair, depression etc. We need to recognize his lies how ever they appear so that we can avoid his traps and rejoice in the gospel. Here is a link to that conference talk.

KJAugust 6, 2017

Thank you for this essay. It is prevalent in our church culture and drives so many people away. When it happens within families, it is even more traumatizing. I'm not sure the suggestions given to those on the receiving end of spiritual abuse would always be helpful. Sometimes the trauma inflicted is exacerbated by "spiritual" activities like attending the temple, scripture study, etc., especially if those performance-oriented activities were the focus of abuse. Trauma survivors need the space and support to take back their voice, their power, their spiritual sovereignty, however they see best, in ways that feel safe to them. Some will need support from professionals trained in trauma recovery. Some will need to create distance from authority figures and institutions while they heal. Each precious soul's journey must be honored.

BriansThoughtMirrorAugust 6, 2017

I worry that this author's ideas of spiritual self abuse may be a harmful formula of victim blaming, and ironically, spiritualy abusive. I don't think it is helpful to tell a person who feels like a spiritual failure despite their best efforts that they need to repent. What practical advice are you giving to such a suffering person?

Renate SmithAugust 6, 2017

There are a lot of valid points brought up here. I'm glad we're finally acknowledging spiritual abuse and how insidious it can be. A few things don't quite sit right with me, though. I don't believe any one person has a monopoly on truth. I also don't think the best answer is always to go to the temple, read scripture, etc. as that puts the onus on the abused. Sometimes a better solution is a more individualistic solution,: communing w God in whichever way seems fit to the abused. My story is complicated, in that, in addition to having experienced spiritual abuse in my family, I also was privy to sexual abuse inflicted by the daughters of my bishop towards me. Albeit, they were younger than myself, but not much and it has created lasting damage and confusion. It's a fine line, I think, between defining spiritual abuse and letting our religious experience color our perception of it instead of letting the client come to an understanding of God ( or not ). Oftimes, it is way too painful to go back to the source of hurt ( or the tool, as in scripture, etc. ), but a loving God will understand that, in my estimation and not condemn us further for our pained response. I commend you for bringing this to light and out of denial. I just don't view it as such a cut and dried solution.

AbbyAugust 6, 2017

Thank you for this. Every member should read this. ❤️❤️❤️

CubbyAugust 6, 2017

So true. I really enjoyed this article and the reflections it gifted me.

TimAugust 6, 2017

Great article, my wife and I have been encouraged by your articles many times, thank you.

BrendanAugust 6, 2017

Very nicely written article full of truth. What is the advice when the spiritual abuse comes from a church leader?

Debra Oaks CoeAugust 5, 2017

This is outstanding! Everyone should read this. I think we can all do better.

Margaret ChristensenAugust 4, 2017

Dearest Sister Isackson, There aren't enough words to thank you for this beautifully presented offering of hope and courage that I have feasted upon today. I have no doubt that I have been carefully and lovingly directed by Heavenly Father to this article on this particular day. From my heart to yours, thank you so much. I truly believe that when we need it the most; Heavenly Father sends us His comforting support in sometimes the most unexpected ways and always in His perfect time.

GTOAugust 4, 2017

The bio at the bottom of the article doesn't match the author credit at the top. Who wrote this, Darla or Peggy?

Leslie ProbertAugust 4, 2017

What an outstanding article! Thank you SO much for these critical perspectives.

TerryAugust 4, 2017

This is one of the most powerful pieces I have ever read. Thank you.

HelenAugust 4, 2017

Revelatory! I think some of this is why 4 of my 5 kids left. I chicks not have been guiltless but I KNOW my depressive ex-husband was emotionally and spiritually in error, from ignorance, certainly not from malice. He lived our children but felt so unloved despite our efforts

RachelleAugust 4, 2017

Being in spiritual harmony as a couple is a wonderful thing. It can reduce friction in a relationship and increase love. A couple with common goals such as obedience to the gospel and regular temple attendance is and often hoped for and sought out. The reality, however is at some point in a relationship spouses are not on the same page spiritually. This can lead to division in the relationship. Either point of view can get in the way of the other spiritually and an abusive situation can arise fairly easily. Communication, respect, and understanding is more important than control.

JohnAugust 4, 2017

Very good article. For parents there is a fine line between teaching with love and understanding and making your kids follow through. This dynamic also changes with age. Some good points to consider. The dynamic in spousal relationships is different. Spiritual abuse not only is coercing one to try to be obedient to the can also be the opposite. Having a spouse that prevents you from being able to worship, pay tithing or consistently ridicules or persecutes you for trying to follow the gospel is also spiritual abuse.

Christian V MinerAugust 4, 2017

Again, you have quite the knack or gift of the Spirit with the way you eloquently put into words what so many need to know and understand. Thank you for sharing this incredibly vital part of the gospel with those of us single/remarried parents of God's children. I am a dad of 4 with two active temple worthy returned missionary sons and two incredibly wonderful daughters who are not active in the church. None of them live with me anymore, as they are come of age, but they are all equally and individually gifted amazing people. I am hononored to be their father. This was a great lesson for me. As I have aligned my life with the Spirit, I knew all of the things that you say in article we're true, but the Lord has gifted you with the power to make these things plain in writing. Keep using the gift you have been given. Many will read these words and now be able to more effectively teach their children as the Lord Himself would do. You have given this dad lots to think on. Thank you. I sure love ya for it!